do you know how I feel to be the most stupid? miles lying to me all the time. I am always honest with you. I bear not the slightest ever lied to you. everything you always wanted me to fulfill. do you know how much it hurt my feelings at this time. my heart is breaking. if you already do not love me, I‘ll go away from you. I hope someday you realize that no single person a woman who can love you more than me. O God give me patience and strength to face all this ordeal. I know you infinite justice. you will never leave me alone to face all of this: “).

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i want to meet my boyfriend at saturday :))). i am very happy now :))